Sacrifices 
      I 
        Silver oaks spread long roots, thick 
        and twisting, emissaries of abandon, 
        push sod away, stretch to foundations 
—house, bare feet, other trees far 
        and near. I cut away volunteers rising 
        from base, twice as thick as my thumb, 
        bundled and tied in six foot lengths  
        for recyclers to haul away. But roots? 
        Do I dare to take axe in hand and chop, 
        pull them away from cemented blocks of 
        basement? Like hair some things are easy  
        to trim and discard, but these courtiers 
        of moisture, nourishment, survival, how does  
        one cut that deep, risk destruction, loss  
        of shade that eases stretching out and up? 
      II 
        In back yard, next to the flowering plum, 
        a lilac bush, choked with wild grape vines, 
        maintains dead branches in forlorn hope. 
        Chainsaw takes lilac and vine as close to 
        earth as possible. I leave two trees rising 
        from this tangle of death and life. One grows 
        solid and branching, the other a single feeble 
        trunk, bent, leaning to the safety of numbers. 
        Gnarled stumps and bare dirt circle stronger 
        brother, weaker, yearning sibling. In high 
        limbs abandoned vines brown and wither, dark 
        homage to what was. I think of plum tree 
        carved to overturned bowl, like those gracing 
        homes in carefully sculpted developments. Not 
        today, not with warm rain tapping skull where 
        hair once flourished, not today, not today.  |