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             11:59 
              p.m. December 31, 1999  
            Carol 
              Borzykowski 
             
            From 
              my front steps I have a view 
              of the crazies 
              more exciting than Mardi Gras. 
              Old Margaret has thrown out 
              leftover spaghetti again, to dry 
              into crisp worms, that I always tell 
              her will never fool the birds. She walks 
              past me murmuring like some crazed 
              carnival bear. Her plush breasts 
              encased in a rancid purple sweater, 
              her greasy curls peering out 
              from under an aluminium beanie. 
               
             I'm 
              not worried yet, 
               
            I've decided 
            the blue mist between 
            me and the Baptist church down the street 
            is being engineered by the government 
            or maybe aliens. Still, before they get here 
            I'd like to try talking to Crazy Margaret 
            or ole man Benz one more time. 
            The thought makes me dizzy. 
            A chorus of singing drunks are heading towards the mist, 
            a lurching syncopated harmony 
            that gets the street dogs to howl and trail along. 
            I watch the carnival going down my 
            street and into the blue mist 
            in front of the Baptist church. I resent 
            that I'm wasting my thoughts on Crazy Margaret, 
            or Bob the neighborhood eunuch, 
            I admit, my thoughts are pretty meagre 
            compared to the wild display 
            of lost souls wandering in the street. 
            Like ole man Benz. 
            I wouldn't say we were always 
            on speaking terms, but tonight 
            he lifts his toupee to me and says, 
             
            "Hey!" 
               
            I nod 
            and brush my hair out of my eyes, 
            wish it was auburn and curly 
            like in one of those old Italian paintings. 
            Memorable, at least, a beacon. 
            I search the sky for a trail of fire. 
            Too late my eyes catch water sliding 
            down the sides of the Baptist Church Steeple: 
            luminescent under the last full moon 
            before the crash 
            that annihilates us all 
            into blue Baptist mist. 
             
            
            
            The 
              2River View, 1_3 (Spring 1997) 
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