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             Let 
              Me Tell You How It Is  
            Carol 
              Borzykowski 
             
             
            One of these days I'm going to get myself a muse. 
            Strong, fearless, with a sense of humor 
            maybe a biker chick 
            with a tattoo 
            or two. 
            Eyebrow pierced, and a navel ring 
            I'll stare at as I contemplate life. 
            She'll sit Buddha-like 
            belly full of possibilities. 
            I'll say 
             
            "Hey, 
              how about a love poem? 
              "Sure, nothing to it." 
              "How about one on death, the X-files, 
               
            a dead 
            cat in the road?" 
            There'll be no subject she can't handle. 
             
             "Poems," 
              I'll say, "Are life." 
              "Lighten up!" she'll say. 
               
            We'll 
            both laugh. 
            Later, at night, after glasses of wine 
            she'll explain the source of life 
            in a poem. How it's like a pool 
            of brightly colored swimming fish. 
             
             "The 
              trick is you have to sneak 
               
             up on 
            the buggers. Just crawl up on your 
            belly, slide your hand into the cool water 
            and wait. Don't get lost 
            in the color and movement. Wait 
            for the nibbles on your fingers. 
            It doesn't hurt much." She'll hold 
            out her scared bitten hands to me. 
             
            "When 
              you feel a nibble, grab 
               
             that 
            sucker, right behind the gills. 
             
             The 
              living, breathing heart 
               
            of the 
            poem. You'll feel it gasp 
            and struggle. Understand that to keep 
            it alive the poem has to breathe in your pool 
            of ink 
             
              
              fountain of words 
              great lake of a blank page. 
               
            Just let 
            it go 
             
             
              it will swim, shimmer, live. 
              See? Nothing to it!" She'll smile 
               
            at me 
            again and I'll say, 
             
            "Hey, 
              how about a Sunday Afternoon Poem?" 
              She'll laugh and say 
              "Go fish!" 
            
            
            The 
              2River View, 1_3 (Spring 1997) 
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