The City on the Hill
Joel E. Chace

Beulah, peel me
a grape...

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I hear Van Bryck-Hedd's
buyin' property
on the Hill

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...devil's?mother's?whose
back?break
whose?step on a
crackbreakdevil's?
mother's?makes a difference

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The Wise Ole Radical says
AnymoreI'm about as much
interested in Individualism
as I am in gettin'
hit by a truck!

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Up along the river
there's MARIE'S
PRODUCE • TRAILERS

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Van Bryck-Hedd is a handsome cuss
proud of his profile
It's always from his left side
that he looks you
in the eye

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That balcony on the Hill
casts a shadow
like the moon's

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...devil's?mother's?remember
whose!or make
up your mind!make
your stepyour wayyour
awkward dance

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PROVIDE!PROVIDE!

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Grandpa always said
Get lots
while you're young!

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Out-of-state plate
on 28th St.
2 p.m.fenders
gleam, too hot
to touch

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The river down the valley
rose up so
it took the used cars off the lots

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Beulah,
peel me...

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Back in the hometown again
gliding along Maple
or is it West Main?
Stopping before the drugstore's window
or is it the hotel's?

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Van Bryck-Hedd's got that knack
of always spittin' with the wind

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This little piggy
freed the market
so this
little worker
lost his home

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PROVIDE!PROVIDE!
CONTRIVE!CONTRIVE!

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Get
lots while
you're young

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On display in that dream-window
from the attic of someone
long gone
a photo of the bearded ones
the town fathers

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By suppertimetemper
evensthe metal bears
marks
of loitering hands
and rumps

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This little piggy
cornered roastbeef
so this
little family
had none

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...step on a crackor
don'tbut step
alongmake
your awkward dance
in this new city

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On that balconyabove its shadow
a woman in a creamy morning gown
lays her arms upon a glass table
Her right hand rests upon an orange
perfectly ripeawash in light

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Van Bryck-Hedd kindly
asks you to bring
only your profile too
He speaks so patiently
his words are few

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The Wise Ole Radical says
I've begun to wonder
what Emerson's wife
really thought about
that Self-Reliance shit

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At night the ill-lit street
dissolvesThe Buick's owner
squints through window-slats
Past dawn that fool will find seats
slashedengine scattered on the curb

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PROVIDE!PROVIDE!
FREE RIDE!FREE RIDE!

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And this little piggy lied
WEWEWEALL THE WAY!
in his speechesin his columnsin his home
in his mirrorsin his cups
and even in his pomes

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The flood took all the trailers off the flats
and broke the gas lines
Half of Main St. burned

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She doesn't raise her handbut traces
with her fingertipsover the orange's skin
gentle circlesfor hours caresses
that plumpness as she gazes
at shreds of clouds above the City

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...in the new cityalong
the dark streetun-
coiled in front of
youmake your awkward danceuntil
you make one firm friend

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The Wise Ole Radical says
Hellpoetry's always
a matter
of spittin' into
the prevailin' wind!

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PROVIDE!PROVIDE!
FAR WIDE!FAR WIDE!

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In the dream-photohalf of them or so
identifiedthe great grandfather
of someonegreat uncles
of the very old
or recent dead

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Now she wears a golden gown
the sun a white-hot rivet overhead
She lifts the fruitso ripe she uses
only her index finger's nail to slice
and flick patches of its skin away

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When Dad heard I was going to live
in Lester's mobile home he said
PerfectYou'll live in a box
sleep on onecook on oneand
watch Lester watch oneall day long

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Van Bryck-Hedd's home sits high
in the City on the Hill
His house was built with words
Van Bryck-Hedd's words
are his love for you

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There is a world where you can
find your bearings
only by shredding maps
then placing the pieces
over your eyes

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PROVIDE!PROVIDE!
REVISE!REVISE!

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Suddenly a bearded father leans
toward his neighborand moves
his mouth soundlessly
They all begin to stir and shiftsome angry
some scuffing shoes on the ground

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Now she sits in her light-blue evening gown
She holds the raw weeping pulp
up against
the fire-red sky's
tatters of flames

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Grandpa rode the union rails
for the Delaware and Hudson
Told us being a brakeman meant
someday he'd break
his goddamn neck

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Blooms of forsythia crowd and crown
our discontent
A hair that teases
the back of the throat
our memory of an ancient violence

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Van Bryck-Hedd knows what's best
for youProfile
to profile
he speaks
slowlypatiently

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The eternal shuttlecock
arches across dusk-pink sky
When it's hit it says
pittpittFlying
it saysnothing

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Their bearded faces brighten
They start to change positions
some sly game to make
the names penned below the photo
no longer match their human forms

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And one day Grandpa got swayed
right off the top
of a coal car
Engineer and fireman both
saw him go

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Spring is only a contract's term
a nifty hard negotiation done
by someone big

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The grass behind the trailer's so high
when Lester walks the dog
back to the pond
all I see's the tops
of stalks waving their way

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The Wise Ole Radical says
I'm an old
fart now
I just wanna be
one of you guys!

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The Ghost of Banquet
walks along the suburb's streets
whispers across the City's alley-puddles

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Train screeched in
at the depot
two miles down the line
Sent a handcar back to find
Grandpa's corpse

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But hellwe dance
the season anyway
jig through the new
field-slapclap
hands and thighs

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Then just as suddenly the fathers
freezeeach one out
of positionYet
there is a movementtheir beards
growing like masses of vines

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And yesyou'll love
Van-Bryck Hedd too
He'll become
the desire
of his victims

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The zenith of each
lobbed
shuttlecock marks
the edge
of a circular universe

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That night I was already sleeping
when Lester and the dog got back
Three in the morning
I'm stung and itched awake
by about a thousand ticks

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Beards growing like vines
clutchingsnaggingobliterating
facesbodiessky
the whole space
blotting black

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Only
by shredding maps

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Through flames and soot-blacked backing
of his fireplace Van Bryck-Hedd sees
bones stretched out
in way-stations
in scorched arroyos

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This Ghost wears fear and crumb-confetti
It's moved by cords
forged from luxurystrings
that nearly lift the Ghost from contact
with earthto drift among the rags of clouds

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Gowned in scarlet she places
the orange amid its yellowing
scatters of skin
scabrousdryand whole
out there in the balcony's deepening dark

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The whole space blotting blackbut then
so slowly coming clear once more
And cleared of any bodyface
only the sky remaining
only the old land

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Place the
pieces
over your eyes

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The tub's the thing in the trailer
that seems the normal size
After the ticks I lay there in water
hot as I could stand
and watched the steam rise

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The big rigs fuel up early
For miles in the last of the dark
you can hear
the engines revand then the slow
grind up the hill

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Halfway there they spotted
Grandpa hoofing it
fast along the tracks
Said he'd landed cat-on-his-feet
in a bed of ferns

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But hellwe dance it!
When the best is spoiled or snaked away
we come to love what's left

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The Ghost will do anything
to staywill enter
bone marrowand other
soulsespecially those whose bones
have already turned to light

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Only the skyonly the old land
land of the ancient bear and ancient fox
And on that primeval ground something shining
but already always oldalready always cracked
only a black lensed box

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Each night Van Bryck-Hedd
wraps himself around a warmth
And therebeyond the fire
beyond the bonesa companion
stands his watch

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I watched the steam
rise off my flesh and thought
I'm Cain's offering

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Stare into memory's
broken eye

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Grandpa told us Changed my lifeyes sir
From that day on
I cast my vote
for Eugene V. friggin' Debs
every time he ran!

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The cold cold comfort that we keep
is pure at least
And from the celebration
from the feast
we wrap around it in our sleep

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The companion stands his watch
his foot upon
a yet unopened strongbox

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...pitt...pitt

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I'm Cain's offering
Yet there was peace
a small peace

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Stare into history's
broken
eye

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A foot upon the strongbox
he gazes tranquilly
out into blackness

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A small peace up there
right beneath
the ceiling

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Into the blackness of the desert
they'll continue to cross
tomorrowat dawn

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And I rose up in the steam
to meet the small peace
in that high and lonely light

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The big rigs groan
for the City on the Hill
then slide
on pastdown
through democracy's air