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       Honest Elephants  
      Janet 
        Buck 
       
       I had a date with diaries 
        I didn't keep for forty years. 
        Tears wore suits and stunning ties 
        of stoic garments well-rehearsed. 
        I can't explain the shock of knowing 
        they were dressed for eyes approaching, 
        gainfully employed by courage, 
        immigrants and emigrants 
        just searching for a place to sleep.  
       Crying towels were there 
        to smoke 
        but pages had to dry them out. 
        The weight of silent avalanches 
        growing in the gaps of pride. 
        Snakes of disability that 
        bounce around like basketballs. 
        Behave a little bitter still as 
        cramps that grab a garden hose.  
       The undertaker here was 
        art. 
        He dug a crater for the shame. 
        The answer net was just release 
        of currents of an inner voice. 
        Cross a bridge. You have a river. 
        Coax a bud. You have a rose. 
        The elephants of honest walked 
        because they didn't have a choice.  
          
       The 2River 
        View, 3_1 (Fall 1998)  
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